| Everything is so hectic and I am so swamped.
But I feel like if I can't do this, I won't be able to do anything. |
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| Life if what you make of it. It's nice to get things off your chest, but sometimes it's hard. I am fortunate enough to have people in my life that really do love me. Sometimes I joke about it like I question it, but really, I never question it.
It's scary to know that at any given moment, your whole life can change. I don't think I'll ever recover fully, but I'm learning to deal with it somehow. The worst part is seeing people you love suffer. I feel envious of the people who haven't had to go through this - but then again, I want them to realize that life isn't at your leisure. Life isn't going to sweep you off your feet. You need to sweep life off its feet. I see people that I care about live carelessly and it hurts, mostly because I can't make them realize how valuable their time is and how valuable the time is they have with their loved ones. You can't force it though - these things come at the most unexpected times. And when people act like they've realized that what is most important in life is right there, but keep living like it'll always be..it's like mocking the inevitable. It's impossible to know the future. I know that and you know that. But you know, your life is what you make of it and you'll get what you put in.
Peace.
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| If my words had wings, they would fly to you each day. |
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